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A cut through worship via the AR product by Darius Frank

So I walked through. 

The space was mesmerizing, hyper, but slow. Everything seemed immediate because the excitement of the moment called for me to be at every part at once. I took my time and the moving felt unfamiliar. Like I was supposed to do this, but I would have never done it myself. It’s just hair right? Plus, they’ll appreciate the effort in change. The unfamiliarity will bring me low enough to receive a blessing because the haze isn’t doing it anymore.

I really could have lived In that fog forever. It’s baffling how easily I keep to the good fight in the face of overwhelming odds. I should have given in sooner, but I’m not mad that it took til now. I just hope it is the catalyst for change with which I been creating for. 

The Old Way of Doing Things is Still the Old Way by Darius Frank

There is something to going the analogue route, with processes that now have a digital solution. Aside from skill building and life enrichment, there is this satisfaction and/or pride in attaining the knowledge and following through to completion.

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No Need to Explain, Who Really Gives a F*ck? by Darius Frank

A part of me believes that these moments are brought on by this feeling that i've lived to long. Not in a suicidal thought kind of way, but more, my story is improvising these days, confused by turns, that came with growing older than 27. My childhood pact involved becoming something huge in my early 20's so I die an enviable tragedy by 27.

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Starting Life Crisis by Darius Frank

Just fucking get over it. You're older, not old. You're not dead, just dying. Work harder, smarter, faster, and more often. Create to have something to leave behind. Remember that though being young was fun, you wouldn't have gotten here, without the subsequent years in which you found yourself aging. 

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